Hola ! Feeling tired man but I had fun today . Blablabla and had achiever's tea duty . I'm glad . Hazz mother said my body was warm . Mdm Salha said I was looking very tired . For seriously ehk ? I got nothing much to say and I shall thank Mr Ng for everything . Next week schooling . Focus time ! I like it when my holidays are occupied with activitites .

I want to change ? Change for the better . Can ? It's not too late right ? Haha . So suddenly ehk , I know . Well , I was glad that my form teacher said that I got promoted to Sec 4 Express next year . Phew . Also , teachers has been making me nervous about O level next yr . I'm gonna get myself ready . I want to have my good attitude on and do my best . Hehe . Time flies so fast right ? I wish it could slow down so that I can catch up on certain things .

I was saying about changing . I've been thinking of what I want to be in the furture . I hope I will achieve it . I appreciate that my friends were saying that I have the potential and skills . Not trying to act big , just trying to make myself a bit confident . I hope during the holidays , the work attachment will be a fun experience . November will be quite busy . I have supplementary lessons , things to be done , maybe work attachment and camps . At least my holidays are quite occupied . If not I'll be bored to death at home . I also have plans for myself on what I should do during the holidays . Hehe .

After school , practised dance for camp . Had meeting about camp with Ms Su and some student leaders . Then , I don't want to explain . Lastly , went to KFC with Faeza , Syu , Syafiq and Arif . Arif went home . The rest of us sent Syu home . I had fun telling Syu things . Syu went home , then been sharing with Faeza and Syafiq . But I think Syafiq was like err .. Hahah !! I think I should let out my point of view here .

" Hey , you took advantage of people . Even your own friends . You don't have to lie to people and your friends you know that ? They will eventually get to find out one day . You don't have to hurt people's feelings . You don't have to act in front of your friends and tell them lies . You just add on to my burdens . Most shocking thing is that you laterally took advantage of your own friends . You have no heart is it ? Think about yourself . How selfish of you ! You have this horrible attitude which I really hate most . You know my situation and you always add burdens to it . After that you act like you care and advised me . Sorry but you've just lost my trust . I just hope you would realised everything one day and change your horrible attitude (: "

Happy 25th Birthday to my sister !

Okay , I hate being at home right now ! For seriously , can people at home please shut up ?! Hais . Well , I've removed my tagboard :D Anything if wanna ask me something or anything , find me at Facebook . Okay bye .

I'm home early from school today ! I went to school without bringing anything except for my valuables . After morning assembly , went to Singapore Art Museum with the art people and Mr Izwandy and Mr Yansen . Firstly , we had breakfast at McD . I sat with the 2 teachers and Atiqa . We talked about many things and I've found out many things about fast food which makes me don't wanna eat fast food anymore . Don't put it that way . Maybe I don't want to eat fast food so often . Then I have no idea how we ended up talking about smoking and stuffs . Today , I've learned many facts about a few things which is interesting .

We went to the Art Museum and was divided into 2 groups . I was in Mr Izwandy's group . We went to see 2 exhibitions . First exhibition was Natee Utarit : After Painting . Second exhibition was Cheong Soo Pieng . I like Natee Utarit's art work and he was from Thailand . It was really inspiring and nice and realistic . He actually repaint a photograph which his paintings really looked like it was a photography piece but it was a painting . I was amazed by his art work . He also repaint a few artist's paintings .

As for Cheing Soo Pieng's art work , his was also paintings . He had his paintings on Singapore , Malaya , Bali ... ? I can't remember . I think he is from Singapore ? Haha . Then , we went to another building of the art museum . There was photography . What makes it intersting was the model . The model was a guy in hot pink . It was in Bangkok if I'm not wrong ? I think he's trying to get people's attention and trying to be rebellious . All the photographs was like WOW because he's always the centre of atrraction . Bla bla bla , went back to school . Slacked with Dinu , Hazz , Azim , Yang Jie and Haiy . Then Nad and Nasirah joined us . Went home after that . I'm done here (:

Today my mood not that good ? Early in the morning I already feel like slapping someone . Then my mood was back to normal . Until after recess , my mood was bad again . I was like shouting and I sat down . Haha ! Kind of stupid but I was actually trying to release my anger over something . Then Mdm Salha called for malay oral . I ended up having a personal sharing with her ? She asked me to go hospital for a check up ? Ahh , I don't want and that's my final decision . No hospital please . Hehe .

Back to class and I was like so mad until POA . I don't really talk to people until I have cooled down . After school my mood was turned on to dance mood . We were happy dancing . I like dancing . So we are dancing free style and most of our dancing was random and merepek kind . Then , I left school to meet people to get my money . Next was the fun part . I went shopping alone at Lot 1 . It feels so nice to go shopping alone . For once I feel like an "adult" . Haha ! Shooping alone was fun cause no one will complain and no one can stop you from whatever you wanna buy right ? Done shopping and went home . Now , I think I feel happy . Hope my happy mood will last till tomorrow .

As what I have told Hazz , I'll be posting about him today . But first , let's briefly talk about today . Today , reached school went for morning meeting ? Back to class . Got back POA paper , english , history , malay , art and chemistry . I passed everything except for my history , another 4 marks and my malay paper 2 , another 2 marks . Where cn I find more marks so that I'll pass both ? Hahaha !! Okay , back to Hazz ?

During art , I spent most of the time talking to Hazz . I don't know what has got into him . But I think he is giving me this "motivational" talk . He's been talking about education . He's asking me to focus on studies and keep on telling me that O level is just coming in the way soon . Get what I mean ? He keeps on saying " Mai , you know you could gain all your A's like you used to get . This end of year is nothing . What's coming your way now is O level . Come on Mai , be focus and don't waste your time . " Yaa , he has been saying that to me and some other things . I know it's a positive motivation but he talk and talk and talk that he actually made me cry . I don't mind that I cried .

Hazz , if you are reading this , I'm glad that you are . I know you want me to get my A's and you are motivating me in my studies . I appreciate that . I'm not wasting time , but I think I'm multi-tasking ? Haha . I know what to prioritise first . Believe me . I'm waiting for the one "big" chance in my life . I know what to focus on . Do you actually understand me Hazz ? During exam period , I didn't waste my time "......." . I wasted a lot of time on studying and revising and I'm proud of you for your achievement that is so not like your attitude . You got what I've been telling you just now ? So whatever you wanna say , come to me okay ? Hahah . But don't make me cry again .

Today wasn't a boring day after all . I enjoyed myself sitting in my room watching 4 movies on my laptop . I cried like 3 times , for watching 3 movies which is sad laa of course . Firstly , I watched Ghost Town . Second , I watched Confessions Of A Shopaholic . Third , I watched Yes Man and lastly I watched Ayat-Ayat Cinta which is a malay movie . The movie that I most enjoy was Ghost Town . It is nice to watch . I hope tomorrow I could stuck myself in my room again to watch other movies . I wanna watch Penelope and The Hottie and The Nottie . Haha ! Post some other time okay ? Bye :D

Not fair , many sec 3s no need to come school today due to no exam for them . Only 3-1 , 3-2 , 3-5 (POA students) , 3-6 and 3-8 have exam . POA Paper 1 was kind of easy . When it comes to paper 2 , it was damn difficult that I was so stressed doing the paper . There's one time I was stuck for so long at the question , I fell asleep . I complete Paper 2 on time when the paper ends . Paper 1 , I like only took 20-30 minutes out of 1 hour to complete the paper . I hope I pass my POA . At least a just pass , rather than failing right ? I don't wanna fail . Pls pls pls . After the paper , ate pizza , Mr Neo treat the 3-5 POA students . All left except for Aliah , Nadiah , Jalal and me stayed in class . We were spending our time together laughing and everything . Nadiah then left . Left with the 3 of us . So we actually cleaned up our classroom . Now its very neat and tidy . All the tables and chairs are in neat rows . Hahah ! Went to Yew Tee POint . Walk around until 4.30pm . Went to Granny's place as Kak Nurul just got back from Vietnam . Homed at 7pm . Okae bye .

Hello ! Argh tomorrow will be the first exam paper !
Time flies so faaaaaast ?! Hais . Can time like slow down a bit ? Hahaha !
Today , school was fine at first . I made someone cry early in the morning . Sorry babe , didn't mean to . Then end up my day was being so moody .
I don't mind , I guess . No use , so I distract myself by keeping myself busy .
After school , did art prepwork and handed in . Meet Jalal and Nadiah at D&T room .
Went to Yew Tee Point , as usual , study . Lewis and Mabel joined us .
Nadiah left at 5.30pm ? The rest of us left at 6+pm . Went to Granny's place .
Cause Abg Idris cooked spaghetti . My favourite ! Hahah !
I wanna go study my malay . Wanna memorise the peribahasa a bit .
Yeah , I think I won't be posting until the time when I want to post .
Anyway it's exam period . Study first . Hehe ..

- My new challenge in life is to stick to the promise that I've promised you . I think we can make it or perhaps we will make it . Let's party ! But not now . Hahah . After exam ^^

Hi ! Currently just came back from "work" . Hahaa , no laa .. Just came back from kendarat and Faeza's place . Last night slept at 3am cause busy studying . I'm glad that I studied . Lame ! Woke up at 6am cause someone actually wanted to went to Faeza's place earlier but end up sleeping again until 8am .

Meet Arif at 204 and went to Faeza's place . Lepak at her room for awhile . Had our breakfast and instructions was given for our duties . People all start coming in at 11+am . At first , I did dining and also give goodie bags to kids with Ashiqin . Then slack . Talk about something with Ashiqin and Syuhairah . Faeza was listening too .

We all started to be very busy at around 1pm to 3pm . That's the time where many people came . I did dining , wipe plates , cutlery and cups . Dining again . I keep on changing cause dining is very tiring . Anyway it's my first time kendarat . It was kinda fun but very tiring laa . We turn by turn went to eat . Saw my uncle .

Duty ends at 5+pm . Help to take out the table cloth and stuff . Nizam then came . Went up to Faeza's house and rest . Bla bla bla . Walked to Lot 1 with Ashiqin , Arif , Nizam , Farris and Faris . Took 190 home . Here I am . I'm very tired and my eyes seriously feel like closing . But I cannot go to sleep now cause got art prepwork that is needed to be completed . Okae , now I wanna go and bathe and do my work . Tomorrow schooling ! Hais . OKae bye !

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