Heyy ! Currently , I'm very tired . Today , father sent me to school . Lucky , cause I don't feel like taking bus today . Haha ! So , I take my own sweet time since father sending me . I sat in my room , stare into space . Hahaha ! Left house at 6.40am ? Around there laa . Then had P.E today . After P.E free period , cause my maths teacher never come . Had a great time playing games with friends and it was so funny that I laugh like hell . Then , it was history . Wahh , I really concentrate and never talk to anyone during lessons today . Good Mai , keep it up :P Everything is as usual . Then during malay class , I have to pay 10-cent just for talking in English ? Toots . Bulan bahasa , so ? Talk in english wrong , talk in malay also wrong . Haiyo ! But its okae laa . Only 10-cents . Next time should just whisper when I talked in English during Malay class . Hahahaha !! Then after school , helped Nad , Syahf and Syak cleaned up the councillors room . The room was freaking messy . While they do their homework , I cleaned up . When they cleaned up , I rest . Hahaha ! Then went home with Nad . Otw home , saw Abg Idris making his way to work . Reached home , straight away bathe and went out with family to Sheng Siong to buy monthly stuffs . Then had dinner at CCK Park . Went to Lot 1 to buy art stuff . Lucky not expensive . Everytime must buy art stuff . Now , I'm very tired and got homework to do .

Today is the start of school and I have to go school early by 7am to learn how to make a paper crane . Omg ! First I wanna talk about yesterday . Yesterday , my new aunty which is a philipine came to my house . At first I felt weird to salam her . But have to cause she has converted to Islam . Got to know that he went to Grandfather's grave with my uncle which is her husband and Abg Idris . Very sad seyy . Why ? Erm , I never went to my Grandfather's grave before but I wish to one day . How sad . Never get to see him in my entire whole life and never went to his grave . If he were to be alive , I bet he will be my greatest Grandfather . Mother used to tell me all about him but too bad . Then yesterday was otp with my friend , was talking about many things . I cried while otp . Long story and sad of course . I can feel my friend's condition . Then today woke up at 5.35am , and met Nad and Syahf at the interchange . We went to school together . Then went to councillor's room to take some trash bags and went to the range and learned to fold paper cranes . Now , I forgot how already . Hahah ! Well today school .. How to say ? Well , I don't really have a mood today . I hate the timetable and I hate my new sitting arrangement . Hate it sooooo much ! I hope from this term onwards , I will really concentrate on my studies . After school , leave school with Jalal and Asyraf . Planned to go Lot 1 . But then , went to Yew Tee Point first with Aliah and Farihah . We ate at KFC . Played a game , I can't remember what game . Then off to Lot 1 with Jalal . Went to Popular to buy some stuffs . Thanks Aliah for lending me your popular card . Hurriedly went home cause I really had a bad headache . Reached home , I didn't realised that I straight away throw myself in bed . Woke up at 7pm . Still having headache till now . Hais .

Sorry for not posting due to I'm not home and lazy to post . Haha !

Went to Changi with the Salim's , Roslan's and Samsor's family . Eventually Aunty Tini and granny was sick after coming back from umrah . I pity them . Then yaa , ate and played badminton with cousins . We played like YOG like that . Mepek , i know . Then at 12am , we said Happy father's day to my father and uncles . Give them presents also . Hehe !

Went to NUH to visit mother's aunty . She just came out of the ICU . I was sad when I saw her . Really feel like crying but I endured . My mother's aunty like loss her memory . She talk rubbish and she throw everything and she stripped . This is not funny okay . When I saw her doing that , I looked at her face and hoping that she will stop doing all her nonsense . She suddenly said " sume dh bes ngaji " . What does that suppose to mean . And she saw those ppl who had gone is there . She even said she got 6 children when she only had 4 . So whose the other 2 ? I started to be scared , yeah . SO then we left the hospital . Went to Ayer Rajah Hawker Centre to have dinner . It was Uncle Salim's treat . Superb syiok . Then went to Woodlands Waterfront . I keep on making jokes . Idiot me trying to be a clown . Haha !

I'm back from YLC Camp . The camp was AWESOME ! I like it and I love my apartment and my room mates . As usual I will always share story one .

Before going to camp , was messaging 2 bros . Hahah . Amir and Udin . Then meet up with Syahfurah at Lot 1 to have breakfast . Then , went to school to assemble . Reached school , the NP ambassador tell us our room no. and our groupings . Yeah .. Syakila , Rai , Fara and I are from APACHE ! Then we took bus to NP . We alighted at the Loft94 . Reached there , went to our apartment and choose our rooms .

- Welcome tea

-Workshop 1 (Super awesome and I love Candice because she was so bloody hyper !)

- Dinner at Makan Place (Nice food! I like it !)

- Preparation for camp finale

- Freshen up

-Debrief (Had pie kia for supper)

Lastly zzzz . Bt I can't zzzz . Hahahaah !! Ouhh yaa and I shared room with Rai . So I did my own thing . Rai then woke up at 3.15am and she screamed at me for not sleeping . Wahh , like mother sia . She say " What time already? Whaaat ?!! 3am in the morning and you are still not asleep after I had hours of my sleep ? Go and sleep laa ! You ahk . Go and (........) ! Accompany me to the toilet ." Hahahah ! Like mother right ? Then I just gave her a smile and a reason that I can't sleep .

Had 4 hours of sleep . Woke up at 6am and took a bath . I love the toilet sia , seriously . Very nice !! Had nasi lemak for breakfast .

- Workshop 2 ( I love the speakers cause they are like Candice . AWESOME !)

-Phototaking and Lunch (Had I KFC for lunch and I remembered Wan told me to pack some for him :P) Hahahaha !!

-Workshop 2

- Games at NP Sports Hall .

-Preparation for camp finale

-Dinner and games (Buffet for dinner and an awesome performance by the SLs .

-Freshen up

-Debrief (Syakila and I sat one corner and slept . HAHA ! Tired sia .)

-Zzzzzz

Zzzz but can't zzzz also . Hahaha ! So did my own thing because Rai as usual had zzzz . I packed my stuffs . I slept at 5am . Woke up at 5.55am . Wow !! Bathe and brought my stuffs to APACHES apartment .

Had McD for breakfast .

-Workshop 3

-Tea (Old Chang Kee)

-Workshop 3

-Lunch (Had spaghetti and brownies from BREEKS ! Expensive!)

-Preparation for camp finale

-Camp finale (Super AWESOME performance by other groups . I enjoy screaming and dancing)

-Pack up

-End of camp

The camp was very enjoyable . Its free some more . The apartment was like luxury . Air cons in bed for 3 days . I got to make new friends and get to have fun too . The only camo that can wear jeans and shirt . Awesome speakers which makes me laugh non-stop during the workshop . Such a memorable camp indeed . Worth it you know and the camp was free !

Lalalalala ! Ouhh and I'm dead ! I lost my ezlink for the 2nd time and my i/c ! Aaaaaargh ! thanks Wan and Hairul for trying to look for it . Sorry for menyusahkn korang . Seriously . HAis and I've made police report . Haish . God , help me pls . I hope someone found it and return it to me :(

Helo !! Well Nadiah should be had gone to Australia already by now . Gonna miss her . I hope she enjoys Australia . And I hope she will have a safe trip . Come back quick . LOL ! Sedih didn't get to meet her . The last time I met her was last week ? Or is it last last week ? Hhahaha !! OKae . Then , tomorrow granny and aunty is back from umrah . Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay !! :D But sadly I couldn't fetch them at the airport cause by the time they reached Singapore , I'm already at camp . Yaa so , tomorrow I'm having camp at Ngee Ann camp . My first ever camp that doesn't need sch based shirts and shorts , but shirts and jeans/pants . Weee ! Haha , whatever . Can't remember went will the camp ends . Lost the consent form . Lol ! Hmm .. Still haven't pack my stuff yet . Haiyo . Still later , going to lepak with frens . Okae , I have nothing to say actually. Done here . Be back sooooon :D

I miss 723926 ! :(

Urgh !! No mood .. No mood .. No mooooood !! Nenek ! Nenek ! When are you coming back home ? I miss you a lot !! Nenek , I need you ! Abg Idris couldn't sleep because of thinking of you Nenek ! Nenek , I need you !! I want to hug you !! Nenek pls quickly come back home ! I don't want to keep on crying :'( Pls be home quick :(
Ouhh , I miss my Granny so much even though I seldom visit her since I step into secondary school . She's the one that took care of me when I'm in primary school . Granny , I miss youuu ! I need you badly so that I could cry on your shoulders :( I'm so sad :'(
* I really need you right now :(

Sorry for not posting yesterday as I really have no mood at all over something . Even though I'm not in the mood , still I'm happy texting the whole day . Hah . Jalal and Amir advising me over a situation . Otp with Amir , told he something . Then otp with Udin . Suddenly I cried ? Haha ? Was so stressed over something . Why is life so unfair ? Why ? After that otp with Jalal . He talk like he was out of breath . Haha ! No offence but it's true :P Blablabla and I was mad last night . Today , woke up early in the morning to fetch mother from work . After that had breakfast at Al-Azhar . Went to Geylang . This and that . Still today I'm not in the mood . Just so frustrated ? Angry ? Idk ? I feel like shouting at the top of my voice -.- Hais . I want to let it out everything but don't know to who . I've been keeping it all inside . Women really likes to keep things to themselves . For some only . I'm one of them . How I wish I have somebody right next to me right now to let out everything . Better not laa . If not I'll say " nothing happen " . Blablabla . Ouhh what rubbish am I posting ? I'm so sorry for this post it's just rubbish .

Sorry for not updating yesterday . Yesterday , didn't go to school for Maths as I have to go to the airport . Granny and Aunty is going to umrah yesterday . So they should have reach Jeddah by today . Hope they are safe and hope they will be fine . Yesterday was kind very sad . One by one salam Granny and Aunty and hugged them . Everyone starts to broke into tears . I was damn sad when I hugged Granny . I'm gonna miss her so much . Aunty too . Then my lil cousin cried as his mother is going . Pitied him and I carried him so that he could cry on my shoulders . Another cousin of mine , Reena cried also as her mother is going . I looked at everyone of my family and cried with them . Gosh , wth . So sad :'( After that , my family went to Geylang to have lunch with Muhammad and his parents. Which is my sister fiance . Was shocked because I heard sister calling Muhammad's parents Mak and Ayah . But its okae laa they going to get married soon mahh . When they want to go home , I was also shocked because Muhammad's mother said I love you to me and my sis . Then she kiss our cheeks . I was like uhh . Hahah !! Then after that went to Lot 1 to change phone . Went home and blablabla . Today went to school . Meet Aliah at int . After that we meet Udin and went to Yew Tee Point to have lunch . Then , I went home . Coincidently , mother took the bus that I'm in at Lot 1 . Alighted with her and help her carry some stuffs . Reached home , bathe and went out . Hehe :D Meet Syakila and Amirul(sec 4) at my void deck . We went to CC , buy food and drink and then lepak for awhile . At 2+ , went to Lot 1 . Sat at the library . Syakila went to fetch Rizqi while Amirul and I story-telling . Funny sia and he have same opinion as me about someone :P After that went to rooftop garden . We play2 with Rizqi . Blablabla then Jalal came . Saw Haziq , my cousin there with his frens too . He also lepaking . Hahaha !! Then went home with Jalal . Okae , I wanna go eat ^^