Sunday, August 29, 2010
Argh , I still feel disturbed about what happened . Situations has been shaky lately . I still couldn't believe that I made her (iknowtheyknowwho) cry .
If I just say out that one word , it can change everything and this wouldn't have happened . Unfortunately , I didn't . I'm ashamed of myself for not doing the right thing when I'm supposed to . I don't know how and when can I overcome all this . It seems hard not because I don't want to forget about it . Its just that it keeps on coming to my mind .
This is for myself :
You should learn to make the right decision . You know you can but you just didn't do it . How stupid could you be ? You should think of what is right and what is wrong . In fact , you don't have to cause you know whether it's right or it's wrong . You have worked hard for something and you've got it . You took advantage of it because she has never questioned you to what you do cause she knows you can do it . Now , everything changed . She couldn't believe that you did such a thing that she cried . All you have to do now is work really hard to gain back what you want . Even though you could get back that thing , doesn't mean you could still be holding on to that spot . Good luck to you Maisarah ! Learnt your lessons already ? Don't be weak by keep on crying . Stand up for yourself and be strong . Too bad things have happened but you have to get up and move forward .
Blogged @ 8:20 PM
Friday, August 27, 2010
It has been a long time that I didn't post yeah ? Been busy lately . Today was a hard and an emotional day . Other days was just a normal day . I can't believe that I'm that bad . Hey , not everyone is an angel . In the afternoon spend my time at Syakila's place doing e-learning . Then blablabla .. Hmm , something is affecting me . Well , what to do . Things have consequences . Just bear with it .
Sorry that I make you cry . I didn't mean to and didn't expect you to cry . I know it hurts you . It hurts me more cause you cried because I've never made that kind of people cry before . I feel bad ! I bet tonight will be the night that I will be having an uneasy night .
Blogged @ 7:51 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Heyy ! Sorry for not posting this few days , been busy lately . I'm very busy this week with activities after school . But I'm fine with it (:
So common test is over and I'm not satisfied with my marks for a few subjects . My biggest fear is getting back maths common test . Ahhh , I need to work really really hard starting from now . Mummy have high expectations on me for end year . I hope I can achieve it .
This week I think I slept a lot . I slept for 2 periods in school on Mon and Tues . Must be very tired ? Haha ! Actually , I don't know what to post about laa . I'm just happy that I'm not addicted to this laptop anymore cause I just feel it's a waste of time being in front of this laptop for hours . I would rather do something else right .
I think I should just end this post . Bye !
Blogged @ 10:35 PM
Friday, August 13, 2010
Today had malay and POA common test . After malay , I slept . How nice to sleep . Been very tired lately cause I'm the one who will always be the first to wake up for sahur . Prepare everything and wake Daddy up . Mummy and sister ? As usual , WORKING ! Okae back to school matter . For POA , I like took 15 minutes out of 45 minutes to complete the paper . Hahaha !
During recess , I kind of like feel relieve . I've been sharing about myself to Amir and Zakir . Sometimes sharing things will make you feel better . For me laa . For others , idk . Of course I also listened to what they shared with me . Then , after school waited for Mr Zahed at foyer .
He picked me up went to fetch some other people and Ms Lo . Off to Marina Bay Sands for the YOG thingy . It was fun and tiring . Fun because get to meet the Bhutan coach and had photo taking session . Tired cause was standing the whole of the event . And ouhh yeah I get to watch 2 different games for YOG :D Not trying to be action but I'm so excited to watch it .
I break fast at Yew Tee Mac with Faeza and lepak for awhile and went home . Reached home around 8+pm . I think I want to sleep early today . I'm tired and I have to wake up to prepare for sahur again tomorrow .
Blogged @ 9:24 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Idk why but I'm seriously happy today . I will smile for every second to anyone that I'm looking at or near me . They will go like " why are you so happy today ? you keep on smiling " . Haha ! It's good to smile right rather than showing a sad face ? Haha . School was okay . Last period , which was POA . I slept the whole of POA . Woke up left school . Izzati and Nadiah accompanied me and I accompanied them . Got it ? Haha ! Went lepak at Mentah for awhile . Had a hard time cause I was coughing like hell . My throat is very dry . End up sleeping at Mentah . Left that place at 4.30+ pm . Took bus home .
Reached home and left home to pass something to my friend . Back home again , bathe and jumped into bed . Fell asleep . Woke up and helped ibu with cooking . Haha ! Break fast and I'm damn full right now . I wonder when will I be going to terawih this year ? Hmm ..
Blogged @ 8:43 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Heyy ! Yesterday was NDP and tomorrow is fasting ! Finally , I've completed my art . The paper cutting . I like ! I used striking coloured papers that's why . Haha ! Last night get scolded cause I'm sick when now is common test time . I so don't bother to eat medicine . Lazy (:
My coughing is getting worse laa and my voice sometimes have sometimes don't have . Haiz . As long as I don't get fever , I'm fine . I hope tomorrow will be a great fasting day .
To Nadiah , this is for you . Thanks for sharing me about what you told me otp just now . I know how you feel . Don't worry okay . I'll pray for you so that you'll be fine . Try to defend okay . Anything tomorrow I'll check up on you . I love you !
Blogged @ 1:48 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
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I bet yesterday was fun . Actually I got 3 activities clashed in one day . Which is yesterday laa . First is NDP tea at Dhoby Ghaut , the prize presentation for blogging competition at Woodlands and last was YOG at Marina ____ . HAHA ! They are at different timings but the timing are all close together . Blablabla .. I end up leaving house at 1.30pm . Early right ? Hehe . Take fresh air first before going anywhere . LOL ! Took bus at CC to Yew Tee . At Yew Tee , sit at void deck . Meet Shahrul . Then fetch Syakila at Yew Tee MRT . Went for lunch at LJS . Then we ran to school . Hahaha , how pathetic ? But it was fun cause it brings back memories of us running to RC HQ last year .
Reached school , got photo taking session . Dance session and singing session . Amy was singing and dancing . Amy stopped , Fara continued singing . Fara stopped and I sang . Haha . Like musical seyy . Then we dance dance . Fun fun ! Ride bus and off to Marina . We all sat at the back . All listened to music . I end up turning off my handphone and went to sleep . Idk why but I like to off my handphone these days , when I don't use it . Don't have handphone better ehk ? Haha , joking ! I cannot live without handphone , seriously .
Reached the F1 pit , another memories of NDP . I remembered the day I fainted at the platform . Haha . The YOG opening ceremony was seriously fun . I scream and scream end up coughing . I nearly lost my voice . If I did , awesome ! Hahaha . Coughing was no big deal cause I coughed since a few days ago . I hope I don't fall sick during the fasting month . Ouhh yaa , fastong month is coming ! Wee !
Blogged @ 11:52 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
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Monday, August 2, 2010
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People have been advising and all I do was shut up (:
- You go get a life okay :D
Blogged @ 9:21 PM
