Happy Racial Harmony Day people ! Hahah ! Went to school early for meeting today . Made a speech on racial harmony day for the lower sec and I think it was kind of no good . Firstly because my throat is very painful since yesterday . Secondly , I was shaking a bit . I appreciated the lower sec for clapping for me :D

Haha ! I don't really know what to post about actually . Kind of forget what happened . What I want to say is .. I wanted to apologise to Jalal and Amir . Sorry for shouting at you guys . I really didn't mean to . I was just so frustrated and irritated . Sorry for ignoring you guys for a few minutes . Just trying to cool myself down . So you guys know how I'm like when I'm already so mad . Seriously I'm sorry . And you , you know who .. Please be more hygienic please . You know that I don't like unhygienic . Please take care of your hygiene so that I won't shout at you . Lastly , seriously I'm sorry :(

No hard feelings okae . You guys are the best ! You must know that .

Sorry for not posting yesterday people . Been busy the whole day doing my blog for the pertandingan . Wanna visit ? Go to http://budaya-kita-ini.blogspot.com/

It's very simple for me . I don't mind winning or not . Seriously .

Well yesterday was just about blogging and had dinner with family at West Coast . Otw back home , I slept in the car for the whole journey . Must be very tired . Reached home , washed my face all and went to sleep .

Today , school supposed to start late but I come at normal time . The student councillors did okae . We were practising our dancing . We danced to abracadabra[?] , gee , oh my darling and hoedown throwdown . Had fun especially the abracadabra . Cause have to shake butt :P

Not because I like to shake butt laa but just for the sake of having fun y'know . Today was a pretty well day I suppose . Maths teacher never come today . So , Nadiah , Jalal , Farihah and I sat at my place and we story telling . We talk about so many things . Staring from about some people , jump to our primary school stories , family and then siblings . Hahaha !!

Went for recess . Didn't eat much . Hmm , I wanna cut my fringe !! It's long and bloody irritating . But I need to save money for some other things . Damn ! I clipped up my fringe also no use cause it keeps falling down . Then today after school , Levina and her friend came to my house . But her friend wait for Ronald at the bus stop . Levina borrowed my costume . She really looks like malay . Haha . My mother become her dresser . Tel her this and that . I just sat in my room and look at Levina . Hahaha !! Then , we left my place and went to meet her friend and Ronald at the bus stop . We took the bus and off to Lot 1 . Reached Lot 1 and we go our seperate ways .

Gosh , my leg hurts .. I mean my muscle hurts . Don't know why . Before I forget . Happy 6 Monthsary to YOU ! Happy 1st Month to Zakiyah and her boyfriend . Happy 1 Year 3 Months Anniversary to sister and Muhammad ! Weeeeee !

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Another tiring day I guess ? I slept a few times today . Woke up at 6am today . Freaking cold cause it rained heavily this morning . Went to bathe all . Left house at 7am for PJC . Had a seminar thingy . Thought Ms Su will come along but only Ms Li . During the seminar talk , I slept like amost the whole of the seminar . I seriously can't open my eyes and my eyes are red . Tired sia ! I slept also like what seyy . Then refreshment time , I love the food . Not to mention , I met the 2 PJC girls that was in Derap Puisi Competition that time . Whoa , they are student councillors too :D Hahaha !! After refreshments , had games . Didn't understand it at first . After playing 3 times , I understand the game . Yeah I got win the game . Lame ! Hehe . Left PJC . Accompanied Nad to wait for her bus .

Then went home and went out again to buy some stuff . Reached back home again , did some homework , fell asleep . I was woken up by receiving a call . Then slept again . Woke up again , played lappy . Continue with homework . So now , left with art ! Gosh , I'm runnning out of ideas . Had lunch . Suddenly fell asleep after lunch . Woke up , bathe . Back to lappy . Posted entries at my another blog for the Pertandingan Bulan Bahasa . Aiseyy , leceh man ! At least 10 post and I'm only done with 3 post !! 7 more to go and I don't know what to post about already . Shit laa ! Hmm .. I guess my activity for tomorrow will be housework , lappy , art , researching and posting another 7 post .

Arggh ! It's 1.30 am . An hour more to go ! Should I watch the world cup or should I sleep ? But I don't feel sleepy . Haiyo !! Why is the world cup so late ?? Hurry !! Hmm . Some more later in the morning need to wake up early . And I'm not sure I want to meet Jalal at the canal or not . What shall I do now ? Someone just slept while otp just now . Alamak ! Ckp nk tgk world cup beh tdo . Weak ahk . Hahahaha ! Joking2 . No offence ehk . What shall I do now ? Everybody's asleep and I'm the only one awake . Gosh .

I'm feeling tired . Hahaha ! Actually not really . Just had an awesome night last night with families and cousins . Had dinner with the four families at Woodlands . Abg Isham treat us and I think what we ate nearly cost to $400 ? Hahah ! Seriously the food was nice ! After that , went to Woodlands Waterfront and saw Zuhairi . Cousins , sister and I went to the end of the waterfront and sat . We then flashback our childhood times . It was such a memorable moment .

There's a lot of memories between us here at Teck Whye . Ouhh I remembered going to police station with cousins and make friends with the police . We sat in the police station and listen to stories all . Then we will get sweets , drinks . Also I remembered the Roslan's family stayed at my place . Wahh .. My house was a big family at that time . There's many things laa . After that , we went to the playground and played there . Hahaha ! Even though the playground was for kids aged 5 to 8 years old . The youngest was K2 and the oldest was 28 . Hahaha ! Fun sia ! We enjoyed our time like the past .

Then , went to the airport to fetch Uncle Salihan as he just got back from Philipine . Pity him that he have to be seperated from his wife . As in cannot stay together . So its troublesome for them to visit each other either at Singapore or Philipine . I forgot my Aunty's name . Omg , how bad ! Wait , I remembered ! It's Aunty Marlene . Sorry , but idk how to spell her name . I miss my Aunty Marlene and I wish to visit her at Philipine one day . Perhaps December holiday ? Haha ! Got home at 2.30am and slept at 3am .

Today , went to Geylang with mother and sister . Sister bought for me clothes for Hari Raya . This year colour is PINK ! Hahah ! Well , so much of walking around . Then father fetch us and went home . Right now , I'm thinking whether to stay up to watch FIFA World Cup or not ? I want Spain to win !!! Go Spain ! Hahaha ! Wth !

Okae well that's entertainment post okae . Well since Term 3 had started , I realised that I'm always feeling so down and mad . It's not important for you people to know about what . Seriously , I've been through a lot . I kept thinking and crying . Sometimes I wonder what wrong have I done . I miss smiling and laughing all the time . These days , I usually fake smile which idk why ? I don't really laugh that much and I always share things with 4 main people .

I really need a time whereby I can think about some matters . I just don't get it . Then , I just feel so useless . I want my happy life . Hmm . How I wish I will fall sick and have MC . That was random . Haha ! Well , I shouldn't talk more . I'm posting rubbish things here and I apologise for that .

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My leg hurts ! Haha ! Currently I just came back from school . Had duty for the MathsfunOrama thingy . It was fun cause get free chocolate drink . Then was shocked to see my uncle and cousin at the canteen . My lil cousin Salikin had his soccer practise for the west idk what . But yeah , it's good laa . Can be soccer player one day :P Hahahaha !! That was random . After duty , I straight away went home then like shit like that . Alighted the bus and then rain . So I'm wet laa . Sheesh . Since yesterday , I've been cleraing things in my handphone . Tiring seyy . When will everything be cleared ? Haiyo . Troublesome . So people , don't msg me okay . Anything just call my hp num .

I don't know how to describe today . For seriously ahk . I don't know how to describe myself right now also . Guess what ? I ignored some people AGAIN today . Sorry for that to those people . Come one ahk you call , call , call . Irritating laa sial ! Get a life ahk . You think people so free to entertain you is it ? WTF ! Hais . I just need someone right now to express everything . Obviously , someone that I can trust , someone that I can depend on and someone that understands . Arrrgh ! Again ahk , I feel like screaming at the top of my voice . If I scream , later people complain noisy . Correct or not ? You know what I've been wanting to do since last week ? I want to try go somewhere alone and think and reflect . Maybe going to void deck is good ? Anyway , it's just under my block . Easy to go home . Sit there can daydream and make my brain do everything . Sometimes , I just don;t understand why .... Erm nvm . Keep it to myself is good :D It's true what my teacher said to me . " Sometimes by smiling , is a better thing to do eventhough when you are sad and mad . "

Sometimes , I just don't bother to smile . Sorry oka people (: If I have problems that don't really affect me that much , I don't mind to smile and laugh the whole day . But if I have problems that really affected me so much , it's hard for me to smile . Better find a way to make me smile if you wanna see me smile .

And to Udin .. If you are reading this , it's good for you . Yes I know I ignored you right now . But can you please like stand up for yourself ? Don't always depend on me or either Amir . We tell you for so many times already . So , please think and solve it . What you expect me to do ? I can't go to (......) and scold (....) right ? You are already sec 2 and you should know what to do . It's already good that I'm saying this nicely or rather than me screaming at your face about this right ? Think okae !

School was as usual . Daddy sent me till interchange . First period today was POA . It was normal . Then , MT ? After that was Maths . I hate maths today . Teacher used IT to teached us . I hate learning through IT because I DON'T UNDERSTAND ! Then english , did english worksheet with Jalal and Farihah . Recess , didn't eat much cause I don't like the food today . After recess was chemistry . I asked Amir to teached me something and I ended up doing myself cause I know how to do already :D History was next and I kind of "scolded" Jalal :P Sorry horr .

Jalal : I thought sitting in front can make me concentrate .

Me : Heh . Don't entertain them ahk .

Jalal : Noisy seyy .

Me : (Ignored Jalal) :P

Jalal : Eh , entertain me laa !

Me : I want to study laa ! Don't disturb laa !

Jalal : Haha !

Well , don't take it too hard okae Jalal . I don't really scold you . During social studies I don't really concentrate cause was talking to Amir and somebody beside me is doing something disgusting :P Ewwww ! Hahah !! Then , during CME-PSE do puzzle ? Haaa ! Okae done :D